Well I must be looking rather tired as several people have said that I appear to need a rest and may be a small holiday, whilst my visit to the Manor last weekend given me some pause for thought.

It has been noted that I have not stopped for a while; my visits have been rushed affairs although this is probably a symptom of my life rushing from one place to another. This too I feel is reflected in my Japa which has also speeded up, this I noticed more as I sat listening to others a luxury I don’t have at home, so a need for a bit of a japa retreat is a feel much needed, poor Japa always relates to poor devotional and spiritual life.

One of the options was to fly over to New Zealand and visit some old friends but I have been strongly advised against such a trip which is a little sad but understandable and there is a far simpler and practical solution, although it also means visiting another country not to far way England.

There is already offers of engaging me in some loving service with the added bonus of lots of devotee association for a few weeks which is always priceless and much better than just a couple of days each month and my own company which is the norm.

Although the term holiday is a bit incorrect maybe a retreat or as one of the pastors I was talking too said maybe you’re in need of a long deserved sabbatical.